Bedbugs. Eck. Huge outbreaks here. But let me tell you I’m glad I’m driving in my own car to travel to texas.
IM LEAVING FOR TEXAS TONIGHT! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I made a new years resolution to go see my sister no matter what. And I’m going. I can’t wait to see her!
So.. 4 weeks from today I’ll be at my sister’s house. I have also been holding a secret that my mom and my sister only know because I am slightly ashamed of myself. Well I’m going to come clean here. My closest of close friends have my tumblr page so…….
I’ve asked my son’s father to come along. I still feel like he is my friend and I think having son spend time with his dad may be good for him. He misses his dad so much all the time. I know i don’t have to explain myself. I’m not. Just sharing some stuff going through my head.
Btw work sucks. I’m so swamped I have zero time anymore. Right now I’m cleaning like a mad woman before my son comes home and I’m taking a break bc I’m dripping sweat. Whew. Well breaks over. I’m still over here existing. My psychiatrist upped my celexa and put me on trazodone. He says he will go no higher as this is the maximum dose he feels comfortable giving anyone. Ok so 40mg celexa and 100mg trazodone. I’m feeling slightly better. I’m starting to think I’m crazy as fuck though. Had to cancel a therapy appointment last week and my therapist asked me what the deal was and told me he was willing to stay after hours and see me but that doesn’t work now does it?!? Especially since I’m the only constant in my son’s life. Let’s hear it for living with zero help!!!!!!!!! at least I can say I’m doing it on my own. As long as baby is happy I’ve done my job.