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20

Jul

(Source: lydiamaris)

17

Jul

mildlyoffensivemusings:

My life…. everyday.

Seems legit

mildlyoffensivemusings:

My life…. everyday.

Seems legit

(Source: primalkimbaredancer)

psychofactz:

More Facts on Psychofacts :)

14

Jul

psychofactz:

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Intrresting

13

Jul

psychofactz:

More Facts on Psychofacts :)

I learned this a long time ago

psychofactz:

More Facts on Psychofacts :)

I learned this a long time ago

So.. 4 weeks from today I’ll be at my sister’s house. I have also been holding a secret that my mom and my sister only know because I am slightly ashamed of myself. Well I’m going to come clean here. My closest of close friends have my tumblr page so…….

I’ve asked my son’s father to come along. I still feel like he is my friend and I think having son spend time with his dad may be good for him. He misses his dad so much all the time. I know i don’t have to explain myself. I’m not. Just sharing some stuff going through my head.

Btw work sucks. I’m so swamped I have zero time anymore. Right now I’m cleaning like a mad woman before my son comes home and I’m taking a break bc I’m dripping sweat. Whew. Well breaks over. I’m still over here existing. My psychiatrist upped my celexa and put me on trazodone. He says he will go no higher as this is the maximum dose he feels comfortable giving anyone. Ok so 40mg celexa and 100mg trazodone. I’m feeling slightly better. I’m starting to think I’m crazy as fuck though. Had to cancel a therapy appointment last week and my therapist asked me what the deal was and told me he was willing to stay after hours and see me but that doesn’t work now does it?!? Especially since I’m the only constant in my son’s life. Let’s hear it for living with zero help!!!!!!!!! at least I can say I’m doing it on my own. As long as baby is happy I’ve done my job.

11

Jul

Miss America by something corporate

I’m listening to Pandora and this song comes on and brings back a flood of memories.

When I had that super deep connection. Like so deep all we had to do was look at each other and not even that. Once I was in a car accident and he called my mom because he had a “feeling.” We don’t have that connection anymore but I miss that feeling. This song just slapped me in the face.
This song was one I would listen to a lot when we were together and I would listen to it at high volumes. Sigh*


Another lonely night in Amersterdam
The stars are coming out in waves
And I miss my Miss America from Park Hotel
But I’m too stoned to call it a day

When everything you wanted
Is hard to hide behind your lies
And I’m locked in my hotel room
Turning over our goodbyes

I will write this down for you
So you can read it
I will hold my breath for you
Till I can’t feel it

Another lonely night in Amsterdam
The water’s moving through the sound
The blood is boiling in my veins
and the food I can’t keep down

And I don’t care if you don’t love me
And I don’t care if you don’t change
And I could live inside the shadow that I cast for you
If it meant that you would stay
And I’ll be home before the morning comes,
You won’t have to be alone

I will write this down for you
So you can read it
I will hold my breath for you
Till I can’t feel it
You don’t have to see me this way,
‘Cause this way I’m okay
I will write this down,
I will write this down

Oh love, I’m tangled up again
Oh love, when does this twisting end?
When does this twisting end?

I will write this down for you
So you can read it
I will hold my breath for you
Till I can’t feel it
You won’t have to see me this way
Cause this way I’m okay

I will write this down for you,
So you can read it

07

Jul

etsyfindoftheday:

etsyfindoftheday 3 | 7.7.14
‘you are like a hot cup of tea and a hug’ illustrated bear wooden merit badge by foxandhammer

i can’t get enough of foxandhammer’s handmade merit badges. each one features a special sentiment, an illustrated woodland friend on a lacquered wood slice, and an accent pentagonal fabric swatch that’s perfectly paired with your special badge. want. sweet product photography, too.

kllmckay this made me think of you

etsyfindoftheday:

etsyfindoftheday 3 | 7.7.14

‘you are like a hot cup of tea and a hug’ illustrated bear wooden merit badge by foxandhammer

i can’t get enough of foxandhammer’s handmade merit badges. each one features a special sentiment, an illustrated woodland friend on a lacquered wood slice, and an accent pentagonal fabric swatch that’s perfectly paired with your special badge. want. sweet product photography, too.

kllmckay this made me think of you

People are announcing babies and I’m all over her like:

Guess what?…..
Fuck you. I can drink.

I think a bottle of wine and a cigarette may be in my future